Love is selfish...
My name is Blaire.
I'm the bad girl.
The other woman.
The one who never gets the guy in the
end.
I'm the gold digger.
The bitch.
The one no one roots for.
The one you love to hate.
I hate myself too...
4.25 Star Review by Jennifer Hagen
Blaire lives a pretentious lifestyle on the salary of a
hostess. How?...she’s a self-proclaimed
gold digger. She finds a man who can pay
rent for her lavish condo for months at a time and provide her with unlimited
shopping sprees on his credit card. Why?...She
doesn’t believe in love as evidenced by her parents’ failed marriage.
Love fades…or it’s
selfish…or unkind…but a diamond, a diamond will last forever.
Blaire has recently been let go from her current sugar
daddy and is a bit stunned by how much it hurts. She doesn’t want to admit that she was
actually feeling something towards him and is scared by how she allowed him to
infiltrate her heart. She will not let
that mistake happen again.
The user got
used.
She has recently
been approached by Lawrence, which in Blaire’s words is a “gold digger’s dream
come true.” He is extremely wealthy and
good looking. He has made it known that
he can afford Blair and it is now up to Blair to make the call. While Blaire is pondering her latest conquest,
she meets a handsome and very nice young man, Ronan. Ronan can make Blaire laugh and just be
herself – for once she doesn’t have to be high society’s arm candy. Ronan is the first guy that truly listens to
her and likes her for who she is…not for who she can pretend to be. Ronan makes her forget everything, including
wondering how much money he has.
It’s not until I’m
in a cab on my way home that I realize I didn’t remember to check out the brand
of his watch. I don’t think it would
have mattered anyway.
Ronan is far from wealthy, but what he lacks in money he
makes up for with his genuine self and his caring charisma. Plus he’s also pretty sex. If I had a choice between Lawrence and Ronan,
I can tell you hands down I would choose Ronan.
I’m not going to lie…I’m Team Ronan!!!
Lawrence who?
But Blaire isn’t me, and she is used to living a life of
luxury, something that Ronan cannot provide her. The only thing Ronan can offer her is
himself.
“One day you’re
going to let me love you, and I’m going to hold you so tight I’ll never let you
go. I’m going to love you as if it were
the one thing I was meant to do. As if
it were my purpose in life.”
Ronan, you stop my beating heart. You are pure goodness and gold. You are rich in other ways than wealth. (Somebody stop me…I could go on and on about
Ronan all day long). Blaire obviously
doesn’t feel the same way I do because she hurts him (and me!)
“I take back
everything that I said earlier.” He eyes me up and down, disgust carried in
each syllable he utters, “You’re not worth it.”
As much as I am Team Ronan, I am also intrigued by
Lawrence. We are treated to one chapter
from his POV and I am left with unanswered questions. Perhaps there’s another side to him just
waiting to be told. Maybe in the next
book we will hear more from Lawrence.
You read that correctly – THE NEXT BOOK. This does end with a cliffhanger that makes
me hungry for more. I can’t stop
thinking about Ronan. Until we meet
again, Ronan. My heart will be waiting
for you.
With champagne and caviar inundating my
every sense, I slither through the light wooden floors of the Lila Acheson Wallace Wing in The Met. As I walk, I pretend
to admire the expensive jewelry being showcased tonight by a famous designer
whose name I can’t remember. A multicolored diamond butterfly sparkles to my
left and a cobra made out of black stones glistens to my right. Rows upon rows
of precious gems twinkle under the soft lights of the room, flooding the space
between the walls with the glow of a thousand stars. Furtive glances. Secrets
gossiped. Beauty criticized. Lofty music fills the atmosphere as the über rich
mingle and pretend to like each other, yet you can almost taste their conceit
and derision for one another in the air.
This is Walker’s world, and I love
it.
Standing across the room, where
the crowd is thinner and the music fainter, I spot Walker’s blond head in the
corner of the room, talking to a group of his colleagues and their wives. He
looks polished and worth every penny of his trust fund in his sleek black
tuxedo, perfectly starched white shirt and black bowtie. His long golden hair
parted to the side shines like the sun. He is truly flawless.
I smile because it’s hard to
picture that this is the same guy who likes to snort coke off my tits as he
fucks me while hardcore porn plays in the background. He looks untouchable and
so cool, but his searching eyes, scanning the crowd for me give him up. He’s
wondering where I am. He did tell me not to go too far, after all. Soon after
we arrived at the party, I gave him some space to talk to his friends and do
his thing while I did mine. I hate clingy people, so I avoid being one.
I grab a third flute of champagne
from a passing waiter, and try to decide which of the different displays to
check out first when my eyes land on a spectacular piece of jewelry. On a bed
of black silk, similar to my hair color, lies an extravagant necklace made of
diamonds and rubies—a small heaven within one’s reach as long as you can afford
the price.
I bridge the space between the
glass protecting the necklace and me until it’s within my reach, fighting the
urge to touch the cool surface. As if under a spell, I observe how the rows of
diamonds embedded in platinum form leaves and thorns. At its center is a rose
made out of red diamonds almost as big as my palm.
I feel someone walk up and stand
next to me, but I don’t give him or her a second thought as I continue to
admire the way the light hits the gems, making them shine.
“Beautiful, isn’t it?”
His voice is smooth and
commanding, dripping absolute power. I keep my eyes locked on the display. Call
it sixth sense, but somehow I know that under no circumstance should I make eye
contact with the stranger who speaks like the ruler of the world.
“Yes,” I say simply.
“I wonder how much it is?” the man
asks.
“I don’t think it matters … I
highly doubt anyone can afford it.”
He chuckles, and the sound is more
delicious than his voice. Lusher. “Oh, but I can.”
I smile at his self-assurance. I
love cocky assholes. “I still doubt it.”
“You shouldn’t. I only speak the
truth,” he retorts coolly. His voice is nonchalant yet his words leave no room
for disbelief—a demand and a statement all in one.
Suddenly, the noises of the room
become distant. People talking and laughing amongst friends and the orchestra
playing all fade away until all I hear is him speaking.
And at this moment, that is all
that matters.
“The truth is very subjective,
sir.”
“The truth may be subjective but
money isn’t. Money can buy anything.”
His answer is like an
electroshock, jumpstarting my brain from a champagne-induced haze. My pulse
begins to accelerate, excitement making it hard to take a deep breath. Don’t
look at him … don’t.
“Oh really,” I say, my voice
dripping with sarcasm. He’s right, though.
“Of course. I believe everything,”
he pauses, “and everyone has a price.”
Curiosity winning the battle
against curiosity, I turn to face him, and what a fucking big mistake that is.
When our eyes meet, I feel incapacitated of all sense and movement. The sight
of him takes my breath away. This man gives the term “lust at first sight” a
whole new meaning.
In my short twenty-three years, I’ve been with
extremely handsome men, perfect even, but to classify the man standing next to
me in any kind of category would be a disservice to him, and not really fair to
the others. Longish, light brown hair wildly framing his face, vacant eyes the
color of dollar bills, a slightly crooked nose, and a mouth that begs to be
buried deep within your thighs. His beauty is as harsh as it is stunningly
perfect. Dressed in a simple black tuxedo and unbuttoned white shirt, the man exudes
innate virility and grace, reminding me of a black panther stalking his prey.
And just like a panther, it’s the pure raw and powerful energy emanating from
within him that I find most attractive. Because just by standing next to him, I
get the sense that his word is always the last spoken and his wishes the first
ones to be fulfilled. He doesn’t ask, he demands. He doesn’t hope, he expects.
He’s quiet for a moment; his uncanny eyes hold
me captive as though they are baring my soul to him and I hate it. I tighten my
hold on the crystal flute. I want to look away, but I can’t. The way he’s
staring at me makes me want to squirm.
“I wonder … do you have one?” he
asks softly before turning to examine the piece of jewelry once more.
“A
what?” I ask, momentarily stunned.
He smiles. “A price.”
“For the right amount … I just
might,” I say quietly, my heart beating so fast it feels as though it wants out
of my chest. As soon as the words leave my mouth, there’s no shock coursing
down my body, no rolling waves of shame pulling me down for having said that to
a complete stranger—nothing.
And why should there be? I am who
I am.
I’m staring at his profile,
waiting for him to acknowledge my answer, when a breeze of cool air floats past
us, making me shiver. About to chase the goose bumps on my arm with my hand, I
watch as he slowly turns to look at me, catching me staring at him. Time stands
still as I watch him raise his large tanned hand and touch my bare shoulder,
his fingertips lightly grazing the temporary small bumps covering it. Then he
smiles as if he knows that my skin is tingling from his scalding touch, and
looks away.
“I thought so.”
We remain standing next to each
other for another minute or so, the distance between us almost nonexistent. It
would be so easy to reach out and hold his hand. The sound of an incoming call
breaks the silence, bringing us back to reality.
He takes his cell phone out of the
inner pocket of his tuxedo jacket and ignores the call after noting the name of
the caller. He lifts his gaze to meet my own.
“Sorry about that.”
“It’s okay. I should go … I’m here
with someone,” I reply, not really wanting to leave him just yet.
“Yes, that’s probably a good
idea.”
I frown. He didn’t have to be
quite so blunt. The stranger extends a hand toward me, holding something in his
fingers.
“Here … ”
I open my hand as I feel the edges
of what I assume is his business card poke the skin of my palm. “What’s this?”
I ask stupidly.
“My business card, of course.”
“Obviously … but why?”
He smiles, but it doesn’t reach
his eyes. “Let’s just say that I’m an interested buyer.”
And then he’s gone.
He turns and walks away from me,
disappearing into a sea of colorful gowns and black suits. As the sounds of the
party infiltrate my ears once more, I lower my gaze to stare at the simple
cream-colored card in my hand. Its simplistic and elegant design draws
attention to the name printed in bold black letters on the paper.
Lawrence Rothschild.
I smile and let my fingertips
trail his name. It depends on what you’re willing to pay, Mr. Rothschild.
Published by Mia Asher
Copyright © 2013 by Mia Asher
Mia Asher
My name is Mia Asher.
I'm a writer, a hopeless
romantic, a wanderer, a dreamer, a cynic, and a believer. And, oh yes…I might
be a bit crazy - but who isn't?
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