Thursday, March 26, 2015

Blog Tour: Consolation by Corinne Michaels


Liam wasn’t supposed to be my happily ever after.
He wasn’t even on my radar.
He was my husband’s best friend—forbidden.

But my husband is dead and I’m alone. I ache for him and I reach for Liam.

One night with Liam changed everything. Now I have to decide if I truly love him or if he’s just the consolation prize.

4.5 Star Review by Lisa Kane

In the Belonging Duet series we read about Natalie "Lee" and Aaron Gilcher. Aaron was on a mission for Jackson in Afghanistan and was killed when an IED exploded. Lee was 6 months pregnant. Consolation begins with the aftermath of Aaron's death. Lee is devastated. Her life is falling apart around her and she is drowning under the weight of her grief. Even after her daughter Arabelle is born, she can't seem to get her life on track. She refuses the help of others and wallows in her depression.

No one can know the extreme agony I'm living right this moment. Losing the love of my life, the father of my child, eats me alive.

Enter Liam-Aaron's best friend. He is determined to help Lee and feels a responsibility to her, whether it's simple things like getting the house repairs done or helping her with the baby. He storms into her life with his bullshit radar in full force-every time she claims she "is fine" he calls her on it.

"I don't get to be whatever else. I have Arabelle," I say as I look at the baby in my arms. "I have to be fine." The steel wall I hide behind is strong and solid. I'm safe there.

His help starts out in small ways; getting Aaron's car running so Lee can sell it, fixing the things outside the house that are need of repair. But then it becomes more personal-hanging out for pizza, taking her out to get something to eat. Liam always includes the baby in everything.

Lee finds herself depending on Liam more and more. What worries her is that she may feel the beginnings of something more than just friendship for him. She is riddled with guilt and thinks she is betraying Aaron. But days turn into months and before you know it, it's  almost a year since his death. Liam may have tried to get Lee out of his head with other women, but can't seem to find the interest to actual go through with anything. She and her little baby are quickly taking over his heart. She is not a girl you screw and forget. She is the real deal, the one you spend forever with, the one you take home to meet your mom.

"I cared for her all those years we were friends. But I'm falling in love with her," I admit for the first time to anyone including myself.  

Lee is confronted with some very ugly facts about Aaron and some nasty secrets he held from her. Devastating secrets. Secrets that made my heart hurt and my Kindle became the devil in my hands. Inside my head I kept screaming, No way can this be happening." How much can one person take before they shatter into a million pieces? All of which made me love Liam a million times more.

"You think I don't have sympathy for what you feel? You're fucking kidding me. I've never said a word, but I'm fighting a damn ghost."  

But of course, this is a romance novel and angst and friction are what makes a good story into a great story. So just when Lee and Liam seem to be in a good place-BAM the unthinkable happens and you will be left staring at your Kindle and thinking What the Hell? No Way! I am so looking forward to Conviction-in fact, I need it now, but will have to be wait..not so patiently until Ms. Michaels once again takes my heart and soul on a roller coaster ride.


“Oh, Chloe, if you’d like to come out, please wait until your Daddy gets back,” I insist, holding my belly as another Braxton Hicks contraction hits. I grip the dresser and try to breathe through it. It seems like they’re coming more frequently.
Once it passes, I try to finish what I came in here for. Aaron is away, but I want the nursery done so we can enjoy the next few weeks once he returns. I walk around what will be her room, putting a few more of the pretty pink dresses in the drawers. Aaron and I have fought about the vast array of pink things that are now strewn around the house—he hates it, I love it.
He insisted we paint her room in camouflage. Brown, green, and black camouflage for a girl? No. I almost sent myself into labor with that argument. I got home and he and Mark were drawing it out on the walls. I launched various household items at Mark while throwing him out of the house. My husband found out shortly after how much he could suffer by my hands. I may not be a SEAL, but you don’t mess with me either. In the end, I won with purple walls and the sheer netting around her white crib.
“Daddy’s going to love this room, Chloe. I can’t wait to see his face when he sees the pretty butterflies.” Needing to take another break, I sit in the rocking chair and rub my stomach. It soothes me knowing she’s in there. I can protect her—it’s my job. I love being pregnant and it’s a miracle we were able to conceive her. I’ve already told Aaron I want to try for another one as soon as she’s born. I close my eyes and sink, allowing the world to fade away.
I imagine holding her in my arms, sitting here in this chair, soothing and kissing her. I picture Aaron with her asleep on his chest as she gets to hear his heartbeat. She’ll own his world and have him wrapped around her finger.
Knock, knock, knock.
I hear the door, but it takes me a few seconds to get out of the chair.
They bang louder this time.
“Coming!” I yell at the door. Jeez, give me a second.
Waddling to the door takes me a minute since I’m the size of a whale.
I open the door and see Mark Dixon, Aaron’s boss and close friend. He works at Cole Security Forces with Aaron and served with him for years. His head is hanging low and when he looks up, his eyes are full of sorrow.
“What’s wrong?”
“Lee,” he chokes on the one syllable of my name. The one Aaron uses. Something is definitely not right.
“What happened?” I ask again as I begin to shake.
Tears fill his eyes and I know. I know my life is never going to be the same. I know everything I’ve ever feared is about to come true because Mark doesn’t cry. Mark wouldn’t be at my door if something weren’t really, really wrong. “It’s Aaron.”
My heart stops beating and the world I live in ceases to exist. “Don’t,” I beg with tears blurring my vision and my breath accelerating.
This can’t be happening.
“Please, don’t, Mark. Please,” I beg him again, because once he says it…but I know it’s futile. It doesn’t matter because he can’t stop it. It’s already happened.
“Natalie, I’m so sorry.”
The dreaded words that every military wife fears. Only I wasn’t supposed to have to worry about this anymore. We were done. We got out. I wasn’t supposed to ever fear this again.
Please, God, don’t take him from me. Please!
“But, I’m p-pregnant. I’m having a baby,” I stammer as if that will somehow make none of this real. “He said he’d be back. He said he…” I trail off as it becomes difficult to breathe. My hand flies to my mouth to stifle the scream about to escape. Everything goes colorless.
“It was an IED. I’m sorry,” Mark says as his eyes glimmer with unshed tears.
I fall.
But he’s there, cradling me in his arms. “I’m so fucking sorry.”
“No. No. No.” Mark holds me as I sob clutching my stomach. “You’re lying,” I hiss, tearing myself out of his embrace.
“I wish I were,” he says as I struggle to get up.
“It was a mistake. He’s having a baby. He said it was a simple in and out!” I scream and throw my hands against his chest. “You’re lying!” I scream, even knowing it’s not a lie.
“I’m sorry.”
“Stop saying you’re sorry!” My sorrow turns to hatred. I hate him. I hate everyone in this moment. I hate Aaron and everyone who was there. I hate this house and everything in it. I hate the air that he no longer breathes. Hate consumes me. Hate smothers me. “Get out!” I yell and push against his chest. “Get the fuck out of my house! Aaron will be back in a few days and then we’re going to get ready for our daughter to be born.”
“Please,” Mark beseeches and I refuse to look at him.
This isn’t happening because Aaron’s alive.
He’s not dead. How dare Mark lie to me.
“He’ll be back. He wouldn’t leave me. He promised.” Aaron wouldn’t lie to me. He never does. When he left for missions, he would always say goodbye like it could be our last. But this time he kissed the tip of my nose and said, “Now don’t have that baby until I get back.”
“Can I call someone? Your mom?”
“No, you can’t call anyone because he’s not dead! Go get him, Mark! Go get my husband and bring him home.” I step back pointing my finger at him. “You all promised. He promised.” I clutch my stomach as a sharp pain radiates, but it’s nothing compared to the agony sitting on my chest. Tears flow relentlessly as I struggle against his hold. “He promised.”
“I know he did,” Mark says as he holds my head against his chest.
“He lied.”
My life is gone.
My heart is dead.
I’m a widow at twenty-seven.

About the Author

Corinne Michaels is an emotional, witty, sarcastic, and fun loving mom of two beautiful children. She’s happily married to the man of her dreams and is a former Navy wife. After spending months away from her husband while he was deployed, reading and writing was her escape from the loneliness.

Both her maternal and paternal grandmothers were librarians, which only intensified her love of reading. After years of writing short stories, she couldn’t ignore the call to finish her debut novel, Beloved. Her alpha Navy SEALs are broken, beautiful, and will steal your heart.

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